Weight Loss to Date

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Dear Lovelies,

I just want you to know how much I adore you! You are awesome. I don't know why or how I have as many as I do, but you are much appreciated even when I don't comment or post for that matter.

I've been kind of sucking. I gained :( I was holding at 158 and I knew I needed a boost, a spike day. That turned into a few. And now I'm 161. Ew. That's why its scary to eat. Family stuff got in the way... and of course I can't do anythign in moderation. I always feel like "well, enjoy it because its over and you're never eating again..." Ugh. This morning I purged, and I never purge. But it was my way of getting my mind back in control, you know? I have been reading up on fasting and I really want to do a real one. Let's see how the next few days go... Hm.

I'm not giving up. I'm NEVER giving up. I will be skinny. I hope for sooner, but if it has to be later, then it just has to be. But I WILL BE SKINNY!


  1. you got it, don't worry. i am here for you :)

  2. You've just got to stick with it. I'm here for you 100% of the way. I just don't want you to feel like you have to purge ever again.


  3. I'm sure it's just water weight. You totally got this and will be back in the 150s in no time at all! Good luck on your fast darling.


  4. Fasting is definitely the way to go!!! It's a sure fire cure for purging...like a juice or liquid fast though. Water fasts just drive you crazy! Lol :)
    You aren't up by much and I know you can zap those pounds with a wave of your hand. You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!! (Oooh, I think I held the exclaimation point too long, lol)