I just want you to know how much I adore you! You are awesome. I don't know why or how I have as many as I do, but you are much appreciated even when I don't comment or post for that matter.
I've been kind of sucking. I gained :( I was holding at 158 and I knew I needed a boost, a spike day. That turned into a few. And now I'm 161. Ew. That's why its scary to eat. Family stuff got in the way... and of course I can't do anythign in moderation. I always feel like "well, enjoy it because its over and you're never eating again..." Ugh. This morning I purged, and I never purge. But it was my way of getting my mind back in control, you know? I have been reading up on fasting and I really want to do a real one. Let's see how the next few days go... Hm.
I'm not giving up. I'm NEVER giving up. I will be skinny. I hope for sooner, but if it has to be later, then it just has to be. But I WILL BE SKINNY!