Weight Loss to Date

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Oh and by the way, I remember again that I can never be good enough or beautiful or anything I could ever possibly want to be unless I am thin. I'm a fatass. But I will not stop until I'm thin. Food is not even a desire today. I'm too tired.

I feel like my body is shutting down. I felt tipsy most of the day... except I didn't drink. Need sleep. Need to be thin. Will never be good enough until I am.


  1. Let's not focus on the failures as much as the losses. Check it out: you went from 170 - 159! That deserves a grand congratulations!

  2. i feel totally the same. i will not be beautiful until i am thin. i can be in an amazing outfit, with my hair in a nice hairdo and make-up but i will nt be beautiful unles i am THIN.


  3. I agree with Alice. Celebrate the victories, no matter how small they seem at the moment. Cumulatively, they amount to a whole new you. If you need support, cheering, rooting or just commiseration, Yummy Secrets is hosting a weight loss competition and lots of us are participating. If you haven't already, maybe you could join us?