I know I'm updating like a gazillion times a day. Get over it, its what I need to be doing right now.
I'm doing pretty badly by some standards. But I am making progress compared with where I was. Every morning is new. At least I am not purging. I WILL NOT PURGE. I can't do that. I won't.
Tomorrow, try try again. I'm afraid its not gonna go very well, but I'm gonna try.