Oh, and another thing.
I have this tendency to talk about how all men suck and how they are dogs and blah blah blah. Sure, my father disappointed me in some great ways. But in relationships I have not been repeatedly disappointed, mostly because I haven't had many. And that's fine... and probably a really good thing.
I think I need to be more positive, or at least silent about men. They are NOT all dogs. There are a FEW good ones in the world. And I intend to be with a very, very, very good one, or not at all.
I'd rather die a virgin, alone, than be with a man that doesn't value me. God knows I have to work hard enough to respect myself... I don't need to have to struggle to get someone else to treat me well.
I deserve better. And there is someone out there who deserves me as much as I deserve them, or I can take care of myself. So no more negativity towards men.