Weight Loss to Date

Thursday, April 12, 2012

It's been hard today. A struggle at different moments. Had a great singing day and feel awesome about my competition. I feel awful about how I look. This new discovery of filming what I look like is interesting. A dose of reality for sure. Is it possible to love yourself just as you are and improve yourself at the same time?? I want to lose weight. I NEED to lose weight. It's the truth. I can do hard things. And I can do them for the right reasons. I am an amazing person. And if I didn't change a thing it'd be ok, but since I'm here, I can do good things for my body. I'm gonna try hard.

1 comment:

  1. I just got over a sinus cold myself and let me tell you, it was NOT fun. Hope you feel better!

    I loved your last post. Those moments when we find other people's stories that inspire us are rare and touching. I think it's good once in a while to have a reminder that beauty is not skin deep. It's so much more. I sometimes get so wrapped up in my own disordered thoughts and patterns that it's easy to forget what other people go through.

    I think you're on the right path with loving yourself and improving yourself. I think that once we start seeing ourselves in a positive light, the weight will come off naturally as we start treating ourselves the right way. Which I guess doesn't mean dieting or binging or starving ourselves or whatever it is we do. It's eating right and staying active.

    I'm just as bad for ignoring my own advice. But I think we both know what we have to do. It's just finding the strength to do it.