I just have to focus on what I want.

I want to be a good teacher.

I want to pass my preliminary exams for graduate school.

I want to find a great apartment.

I want to do well in grad school.

I want to be an opera singer.

I want to run a half marathon at some point in my life.

I WANT TO BE THIN.

Plan of action: Eat little and healthy, stop purging, work hard, study hard. If I can do those things, I know I can succeed. I just need to stay focused.