I am on my period. Ugh.

Plan for tomorrow is the leftovers in my fridge... and I need to go to the store and buy some apples and celery. So I will do that too.

And I'm working out with my friend first thing.



Tell me why it is that some people are so naturally beautiful? And why i can't be? Sometimes I feel like I've overcome so freaking many things in my life, worked so hard... and still I get shafted. Obviously this is also coming from the fears I have about school. I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna get in to the places I want to go. I may be getting into a school for Music Ed, but its complicated because i really wanted to go for performance.

It just makes me angry seeing pictures of all my friends on facebook with these lovely lives... and they are beautiful. I don't want to be the fat girl. And yet somehow I keep being the fat girl :(

I have the power and control to make my dreams happen. I just have to do it.