I officially just had my first C&S binge... ever. I C&S'ed lots of chocolate. I ate a little bit. Definitely spit as much as I could. I still feel disgusting. Feel like I should purge too. But my craving went away.
Had some toast and cheese at lunch... last night I binged... I was trying to be good but I felt bad all day.
Tonight I got the bright idea that I would eat protein. Welp, I ended up eating chicken lo mein. STUPID CHOICE. and then of course my C&S binge.
I'm a fatty. I'm gonna look disgusting at my competition this weekend. I hope I sing well at least... :(