Who am I and what am I doing? Believe me when I tell you that I'm not entirely sure. Strike that. Not sure AT ALL.
Woke up at 164.0. Last night I was 163.8. After running. I've been eating next to nothing and running and still hovering at this number. Except for a couple days ago when I binged... I just don't know what to do. How is it possible that this number keeps going up?!?
New strategy today. Eat lightly, but eat breakfast and lunch. I haven't been. I think my metabolism is refusing me because when I finally do eat, its right before my run.
So frustrating. And still don't know who I am about this grad school stuff/ singing and otherwise...